A rant.
I really hate business orientated jobs. I really do. As some of you may know, I work at a hotel as a lame ass security dude. Yes, my job sucks. I am unarmed and tasked with upholding rules and stuff with little power to do so with a management that expects us to be customer service ambassadors first, property protection last. Now on to the rant: with business jobs like the ones that the hotel management have, you have all these fake numbers to meet, X amount of revenue and Y consequences if they are not met. Employees take revenue so we lay them off then tell the remaining ones that you are lucky to have a job then toss the laid off workers jobs on everyone else backs. There is political and social backstabbing and working the system and generally fucking people over left and right. It has come to the point with me that I don't even want to talk to anyone here at work since I don't want ANYTHING to fall back on me. Even that is against the rules and will get you in trouble. My craptastic job pays shit, but me being a crippled dude with no college education out of the military, there is not much out there for me. Sure, I want to go to school, but I need to make money for the family so they got food and diapers. So I am stuck here.
Now here is the kicker: in the military, similar shit happens, but generally the pay rocks and at least when you bone someone over on something, it is either funny and friends in the end, or you get in trouble and eventually you get your ass kicked. I was an Airborne Infantry Sergeant... in charge of 3 paratroopers and all their equipment. I was making decent money and now I am some lame ass security dude, making barely over minimum wage. And even this job is getting me my ass kicked over the finer details of finesse. On top of all this, you got the business people running this bitch all wound up tight that they end up screwing their underlings over and over, all for a buck. Now I love Capitalism, but the business area is just not for me. It is just a crappy field where you don't get home till after 12 hours+ shift and then you do it all over to make a buck for a business that just sucks.
I really need to get a city/state/federal job. This whole civilian crap is just not for me honestly.